HOW TO PLAY..

The Situation..
In times of pain you feel distressed, uneasy, depressed.
You tend to stay at home or choose to go to work
but still can't do any work, you just sit there starring clueless
of what you're doing and wondering what you need to do.

During the weekends, you choose to stay home.
Watching television, you scan through all the channels
wishing that you'll get to watch a "feel good movie",
that somehow it'll help you get through everything.

You choose to eat ice cream, hoping that it'll make you feel good about yourself.
You pray that somehow someone would notice that you're in distress
and visit you, invite you to go out so that you'll have someone to talk to
and you wouldn't need to cover your face with a pillow and then shout,
just to relieve all that pain and hurt you're feeling.
You don't need to find a quiet place and meditate just to ease yourself of all that anxiety,
just to release all the pressure, a place to breath deeply to take away all the tears..


The Answer..
You need to be with people you can simply be stupid with.
People that would exactly accept you for who you are.
You need to be with friends that you wouldn't need to close your eyes
cause your afraid that they'd see in your eyes just how sad and lonely you are.
You need to be around friends that would tell just how fuckin stupid you are,
and by those words you would realize that you are that stupid then learn from it.

We all would learn from our mistakes with the help of the people around us
but unfortunately there would come a time
that we'd do a stupid thing again that would piss them off of course
and we'd hear the phrase "what the?!?" you did it again!!
For the thousand time they'll say "how stupid can you be, damn?!?"
You can just say "i'm no superman" (with a smirk on your face).

After you do that you'll hear almost all the most painful words you could imagine,
you'll feel the most painful punches, slaps..
But everything would be worth it, you know why?
Simply because after all the pain, after all the shit, after all the puches, after all the slaps,
you know that someone still cares for you, somebody still gives a damn.
Someone would still pat on you on the back and you'd know they'll always be there for you
and you would'nt owe them a thing..

The Plan..
You just have to realize that in everything that we do, a risk would be involved.
With risks, pain would be there with it.

Let us not regret anything that we did because it caused us pain..

We're not getting any younger, regrets would just pull us down,
regrets would just hold us back..

We need to do things that would make us happy, not be afraid to be true.
sing your heart out in the shower, sing under rain,
face the waves, stuff your mouth with food, drink till you puke,
be with the person you adore the most, hug the one you care for,
kiss the one you love..

In life there are no real second chances..
It's always upto us to make it happen..
So let's not waste time, enjoy..

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After you read this, tell me what you think..
Linger if all of this is true..

I'm no writer..
Just a man sharing his sleepless nights..